~ " Boyfriends" among the Boy's friends ~

I was touched when not intentionally I read a blog from my dear friend, Jacob's friend about the "Boyfriend" among the boy's friends.

Maybe what I had gone through before that did give me some impacts in experienced what the blogger said.

In our life, no matter boy or girl, there might be somebody who in the opposite gender that indirectly play a crucial role & might give u some unknown feelings which you wouldn't realize about it until something triggerring you.

But I have to clarify here that the feeling I mention is not " love".

Same situation goes to me, I had such boys friend so much so that they really bring lots of funs and joys in my life to the extend I forget all the sadden events for that moment I with them. They do care us, feel not comfortable when our tears flow down...

They didn't have any intention to take any advantages from you & so true in that relationship.

Last time, deep inside my heart I always had this question
" why they seem like treat me even better than who I declare him as " boyfriend" . So much so that I'l feel that boyfriend sometime spiritually endanger you. We might be get affected if any unpleasant events occur but I can sure that boy's friends wouldn't treat u like that.

Maybe I can say to myself that having them in my life is one of the bleesings which comes first before I meet the expected "HIM".

Sometime somehow I wonder that can I find a spouse that resemble them who really come into my heart, mopped away all the saddens leave down wonderful memories for the rest of the life???
Bt the simplest the harder...

I'm sure u'll there wondering who the boy's friends???? I can tell u ...
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He is u ,u,u,u & u...Get it??? Hahah..Im sure u all knw...